Ehh. Life's a bitch. Everyone knows that. Some just seem to know it more than others.

I wish I could say my first journal entry was of something a bit happier. It's not. Life is a peachy little bitch for a while, then it likes to jab an icepick in your temple. It's the same thing with love, too.

You find someone you really do like. You do your best to make 'em happy. You end up getting your heart and half your spine ripped out in the end. Love is just a...pain in the ass. Sometimes the ups just aren't worth the downs.

I'm not even sure why I'm doing this. I know very few people. The people I do know won't care much, though I'm sure one will. She knows who she is...doubt she's on until later in the day, though. Oh well. I just needed somewhere to vent off a bit of steam. It didn't help much, that much I can feel already, but hey, you win few, you lose a lot.

Peace. Much love to whoever wants it...I've got no use for it anymore.